im still here!

so i havent written on this thing in almost a year. partly because my life became a lot less interesting when i came back to america, and partly because...to be completely honest...ive been kind of ashamed that i came back.

and i feel like im in the same spot again right now. i worked at acadia for 8 months, and am changing jobs...but im not really sure what my next move is. i want to move back to htown to see my family more often, but i just dont have a job yet. ive only been unemployed since friday (and it is tuesday...technically wednesday) but im freaking out.

im excited to be close again not only to my legit family, but also to my many other families and reconnect with them. i am not a fan of transition, so we shall see how this goes...

'blessed, rather are the chased, the harassed, who must daily stand before My enigmas and cannot solve them...'

when i think back to this year of my life, it is truly filled with enigmas.